God wants you to know … that you’ve been talking to God too much, and not listening enough. Prayer is when you talk to God. Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God. You’ve learned how to talk and ask well. Time to learn how to listen and hear, because God has been answering you.
Well Done.
Temasek Poly Business Studies Grouping is the course im gonna study for the next 3 yrs. Happy cus im able to get into it. May all be successful.
17 more days to CNY!~
God wants you to know … that the woods would be very silent if no birds sang except those that sang the best. Do not wait; the time will never be ‘just right’. Start where you are, work with whatever is at your command, and better tools will be found as you go along.
Hi!
woo,its been a loooooong time since i blog. Been really busy with work. Working more and more. Saving as much money as possible is the goal of my life right now. Brought my new touch screen phone. Still trying to get use to it.
Will be blogging lesser now.
Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It’s alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that’s exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ”I love you.”
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I want a new phone. A touch screen one. And i want unlimited sms. I am so gna change to the student plan and get my desired phone asap! Heh.
God wants you to know … that you are exactly where you are meant to be. Trust in God that everything is exactly the way it is supposed to be. Just as a child has to pass through a tiny channel on its way from the womb into life, so are you on your way to God.
lalala~
Watched Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 with my fatty ytd. Finally,we found a day where both of us are free and watch it. The chipmunks was cute but the movie was just so-so. However, Fatty happy = i happy. =D
Hmm,have been spending quite an amt of money recently. Argh. Have to earn back even more. GoGoGo!
God wants you to know … that today is a big day for you. Yes, today. Keep your eyes open for a message. It might come in a shape of a bird flying overhead, or a graffiti on a wall, or a phrase said by a passerby, or… Whatever shape it has, this message has been trying to reach you for years, and today is finally the day. Keep your senses open.
con’ S.Carlson
Now i know..
The truth hurts me,like a thousand needles piercing thru my heart swiftly. I search high and low for the truth and now i truely understand what ppl meant by Ignorance Is Blissful. All along,you didnt give up on her. And thats good. It proves that you are devoted to her. This shows that you are one who will never give up on your love one. I dont understand why didnt she love you back like the way you love her. Why cant she understand your love? Even if she doesnt wanna accept your love,she shouldnt take the opportunity to misuse it and torture you. The way you feel,is the way i felt all along for loving you secretly.
They asked, “how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?” After a deep breath, I answered, “Its like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts…”
“To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam.”
“Stupid feeling… You attempt to fight so hard to keep away from that person, but you keep on falling much more!”
Please be okay. And dont let me see you again for i,once again,will fall deeply over you uncontrollably. Please go away..
God wants you to know … that you are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep.
The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.
S.Carlson
Yes yes,at least my results didnt disappoint me. Was satisfied with my results. I’m happy about it.
Yet..down deep in my heart,the sadness has overwhelm my happiness.
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JUST EXACTLY WHAT DID HE GOT? This is the most impt and worrying qns i have in my mind right now. It was the first time i saw him so nervous,so sad,so scared,so unhappy. I really love God for loving me so much ytd. Thanks. First,it was taking the same bus as him. It was really the F.A.T.E that i believed in all along. In mins or even secs,i could have taken the earlier bus or he could have taken the bus that have reached his stop first but just so coincidentally,we took the same bus!. Its never easy. I was glad we did. We was standing in line but seperated by someone. I totally love his hair colour and the way he style his hair. I love the way he wears the sch uni and the way he is. It made me realised that i didnt love the wrong guy. He was really the one i am looking for that i could give my heart and soul to. I was certain. Definitely,i still couldnt get him outta my mind. I cant.. The way he kneel there,looking so worried and scared,i felt so much like going over and hug him(from the back),to give him some assurance that all would be fine. Obviously,i cant. To everyone who walk pass and talk to him,he managed to give a forceful smile and then back to his worried face. His eyes was watery. I could see. I could sense. He went forward,sitting infront of his results,i thought i saw him wiping his drop of tear off. I couldnt be too sure whether he did. Then,he stood up,taking his results in his hands,the look on his face changed. From scared and worried,it became an unhappy one. With eyes still as watery,he managed to control his tears. Carebear consoled him. (Carebear is forever so cute. ) I think he knew i kept looking at him. He caught me a few times. We look into each other eyes a few times. It felt like he know i have got something to say to him and he wanted me to approach him. Looking into his eyes,i could feel his sour. WHY DIDN’T I MUSTER UP MY COURAGE AND APPROACH HIM? “WeiTeng,you’re dumb. You’re a retard and a failure who couldnt do what you yourself wanted. Its already the last day you could see him and you didnt make use of this chance. you’re hopeless.” The only courage that i have was to ask my son to help me ask him but it fail though. Deep down in his heart,i’m sure he wishes for someone to be there by him and console him. That someone would be HER. Why didnt she stay awhile longer to check out his results? Why didnt she stay awhile longer to be with him? Ok,even if the relationship between the two of you is already the past,as a friend,is it so hard to just stay and see? You know he still love you so much as ever. A word of console from you cant even beat thousands of sentence of console by carebear. What he needs is your care and concern. Only with your care and concern then can he feel that he is being cared and loved. I wanted so much to give him my care and concern but i cant. THE PROBLEM IS I CANT AND NOT I DONT WANT. I regretted not asking him his results myself ytd. It was a good chance. Maybe if i did,…maybe. A high possibility: The thought of him going back home,crying his heart out in his room without any console from his family really sadden me. I dont know when will i see him again. He lives just a few blks away,so near yet so far.. Right now,i just wants to know if he is fine. Please,someone,let me know. I need to know..
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11/01/10
~110110~The day where a piece of paper could decide my future. O’s results will be out. Who wouldnt be scare? Definitely not me.
Many stuffs happened during the past few days of work. Happy,sad,fustrated,heart-warming,etc. Thanks to kitchen prada,cao ge and ah da. You guys sure bring joy to my work esp when i was utterly down. Kitchen prada really is similar to prada. Upon knowing that i cried on that day,he called and ask if i’m ok and if he can help. Yes,it did help by just chatting with him on the phone. His phone even dropped from the 3rd floor down! Damn funny.
Met up with Prada ytd for teatime buffet at Sakae. Its been a long time since i saw him. He’s still as cute as ever. Although many things have changed and he may not be the same old prada anymore,he will still be loved. Dylan came with him,he’s another cute one. He sure have his own way of eating the mochi ice-cream! Lol.
God wants you to know:
everything that irritates you about others, is your key to understanding yourself. What angers you in another person is an unhealed aspect of yourself. If you had already resolved that particular issue, you would not be irritated by its reflection back to you.
Hello 2010,after 3 days.
Have been quite busy with work. Nothing much to blog nowadays.
In a blink of an eye,its January. O’s results will be release soon. I’m scared. I dno what will happen next. Anything can happen next. Hope everything turns out fine.
Most imptly and sadly,i dont even know my interest and what course i want. Sad huh? I know it well myself. Hais.
God wants you to know … that all is well: What could you not accept, if you but knew that everything that happens, all events, past, present, and to come, are gently planned by One Whose only purpose is your good?
Bye Bye 2009,3 more days.
- They asked, “how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?” After a deep breath, I answered, “Its like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts…”
- “No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you are, they are useless without the person you want to laugh with…”
- “To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam.”
- “Stupid feeling… You attempt to fight so hard to keep away from that person, but you keep on falling much more!”
- “Time never waits, they often say. But in love, you know it may…”
- I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
Working 3 full shifts and 2 morning shifts this week. Being runner today is fun. I tried the mochi ice-cream! I know i’m like slow to try it. Whatever. Tried a dno what sushi also,it was nice but i hate the mayo on it.Thanks to all the friendly and nice kitchen big brothers and aunties for making my day good.
God wants you to know … that your remedy for anxiety is the question: ‘Will this matter in a year from now?’
All too often you get so involved in things that you look at life through a microscope. Amplifying manifold, an invisible speck becomes an insurmountable mountain. Put down the microscope and imagine yourself a year from now looking back at today: ‘Does this really matter?’
